How am I feeling?
I don’t know how to deal with them all. I try to think in terms of new opportunities, new beginnings, practicalities – how to make it all work, how to fit everything in, how to pay for everything, where to go now. Family life how I pictured it is gone. I have to make a new picture. I have to make it work. I have to be stronger than I’ve ever been before, because it’s not just me, it’s two little kids I have to be strong for too. For them, I have to pretend everything is alright. Even if it means getting and staying angry so that I am not constantly crying. Angry is better than sad. Angry gets things done….
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